im sick of everything in this life that im living, seriously.
My mom is driving me crazy! how do i ever explain to anyone who isnt in my shoes?
Nobody understands that situation, i dont expect anyone to.
Thinking that im the most not understanding person. How to be understanding when ur mom says terrible things to u.
I thought its just menopause, maybe not, something worst then that. Stressful.
of course they are stress, they greed for us and themselves for a better life.
but if we are not satisfied with ourselves then nobody would be satisfied with us.
Then it goes on and on and on and on..
Things that i do not wanna do and things that is right to do.
For once or some other times, i just dont wannna do things that im ask or task to do.
IF i ever owe anyone anything, it would be for my parents.
How am i suppose to live on them any further if they arent that keen.
as for my love, my only love.
I do not understand why we are together for.
I only know, i love him for now, he loves me for now and treats me really well.
Maybe we are just getting by with each other. we left not long to clear this all up.
it will be horrible. i know, i just wanna keep in within me.